WOW! here we are the end of 2010. Looking back woulda I have changed anything.   I would liked to have had more freedom, to travel.  To visit my family, and to see new things, meet new people.  I started this blog hoping to meet people to get new ideas, new ways of looking at things.  So far it really hasn't showed much. 
  I did get a large amount of sewing in.  I did do a good number of good things include defend myself against a family that has thought they were better than me for a number of years.  That was a step forward toward the life I have wanted for a long time.  Actually I am glad I have this (blog)to myself, I have never known what I would say before I got here, it takes a burden off my shoulders.  Not long ago I learned that my first love was dieing of Cancer.  The one I wrote about in The Letter to Louisville,Kentucky.  At first I was suprised, than almost glad, anything but un-forgiving.  Then one of my daughters ask me to pray for him.  My first reaction was "NO, he is just going to die and burn in Hell!!"  Then I had to tke a good look at myself.  I ask GOD to forgive me, and that I do forgive him. No, I really don't want him to burn in Hell. Thank you GOD.  Have you ever had an experience like that?  Why not share? Linda G.. 144719>